Hoi Polloi

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Frenetic and Frantic Lives;
Where is my base?

These few days, or perhaps this entire week, my modules are getting into the terror state where there is no more “honeymoon” period, I am in Pharmaceutical Sciences, so SCIENCE, no jokes they do branch into a confusing mine and I totally detest the feelings of getting lost at the start of the day when the problem statement was being introduced to us.

My facilitator was impressed by our whiteboard that she is taking a picture of it!

The ~~mysterious, strange, unfamiliar, unspecified~~ terms are freaking me out.

But deep down I am sure of one thing that is I did not regret entering this course, afterall the plus point, there isn’t calculations (Physics/Mathematics) though there is slight calculations from chemistry but they are pretty understandable if I put in effort to master it and the focus about our amazing body is so interesting - Anatony + Biochemistry + Microbiology.

Once I have committed myself in a set of course, a path of mine, I will follow it through. Get the right thing and no doubt that I can succeed. There is certainly some need for me to do some work to overcoming that “fear”.

*keep repeating “no fear no fear no fear.”
Face it head on and defeat it.

Whatever circumstances I am in, it doesn’t have to be I was specialized in, I will make sure I feel grounded, no one likes to fail, everyone hates to give up. Challenging life and continue to “win”.

I believe this is realistic and I am not knocking myself deeply, this is my choice. And if I am struggling, I shall make a new base for myself and be secure in it.

My motivational tool is these lovelies from my class that keeps me going. So what they are new classmates? (RP changes class every semester, 6 months), I know they are not clone of me thus they do behaves differently.

These bit and pieces of them allow me to grow up and know that despite that we all mix around so well. Our usual breaks to overcome our hiccups are always to the loo tgt, haha, where we behaved hysterically TGT.

Friends are just so crucial to my life, I cannot imagine myself stepping into a class of people who are so snobbish or gloomy, how am I going to proceed on? God probably answered my prayer to land me into a class where everyone is so approachable; helpful - Thank you God.

So the eccentric actions of my classmates continue… I don’t know when it is going to stop, till now it has been so funny… Coolios.

how's my self made tudong? (left picture)

Redlightdistrict! one for one! heh

The overcast clouds prove how glum this week of mine had been, I shall take it easy and be happy!

Like this, WOOOOO havoc jumpy jump.

A Friday night where my outing with friends was cancelled, staying home and compiling a whole stack of notes, the satisfactions of completion is unbelievable! And this is the first time I am forking out my time to really concentrate;

- on study table,

- no music,

- no internet,

- no noise; room door close,

- a cup of water

Nothing is wrong except his girl is scary, she lift up my legs high for a picture before this. I bet she is feeling groggy with the awesome smell. :)

Take care and rest Su, her entire class is having some flu-virus infecting everyone pityful soul.

Vitamin C here I am coming for you!

Saturday, May 19, 2007