I learnt the art of walking away

Sometimes I really wanna do something,
but it is so unrealistic for I am always the one that layback and wait.
Personally, I am unsure of what I am thinking, feeling and seeing.
So instead of knocking myself around,
I wanna learn to walk away, this is might be a lot less stressful.
I wanna feel dead at times rather then checking if there is a pulse in me every 5 minutes, so frustrating of me to keep thinking.
I wanna have a lot of things to do so I can excuse myself from these situations.
So is time the best healer?
Going without him do make me more tired, sometimes.

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